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Writer's Block: Love hurts

What’s the best way to mend a broken heart?
I've found that the best cure is time. Giving yourself the time to heal at your own pace. Don't try and move on quickly, because it will just cause you more hurt. And by surrounding yourself with family and friends, and distract yourself by doing things you love.

Writer's Block: American idol

What is the one song you must sing at karaoke?
I absolutely love karaoke, even though I can't sing to save my life! I love cracking out a good power ballad and seeing the reaction on people's faces! I think my favourite to belt out has to be "Halo" by Beyonce, or "I Believe In a Thing Called Love" by The Darkness. The reaction is generally people don't know whether to laugh or cry. Or cover their ears and run screaming from the room! That's on my own though. When I go up with my friends we love singing cheesy classics like "Wannabe" or "Don't Stop Believing" :-)

fun shuffle quiz :-)

Ipod Shuffle Quiz! Fun?
Here's the rules: Get your Ipod, put it on shuffle and hit next to get the answer to each question, just put the title of the song, and no cheating, put whatever comes up.

What's your name?
I AM A CIDER DRINKER - The Wurzels ft Tony Blackburn

What do you like to do for fun?

What are you afraid of?
LOVE SEX MAGIC - Ciara ft Justin Timberlake

What kinda people are you attracted to?

Whats your style?
LIMBO DANCE - David Hasselhoff

What do you think about?
I JUST HAD SEX - The Lonely Island ft Akon

What's your goal in life?

What do you dream about?

What kinda food do you like?
LADY IN RED - Chris DeBurgh

Where do you live?
BAD BOYS - Alexandra Burke ft Flo Rida

What do you do when you wake up in the morning?
AM TO PM - Christina Milian

What do you do on vacation?
JUMP IN MY CAR - David Hasselhoff

What is your job?
TRIBUTE - Tenacious D

If Obama called you on the phone what would you talk about?
BOYS WILL BE BOYS - Ordinary Boys

If you were the president of the United States?

What's your motto?
SOS - Rihanna


30 day game challenge!

Day 01 - The best game you ever played.

Day 02 - Your worst game you ever played.
ECHO THE DOLPHIN 'Possibly the most pointless frustrating game in the entire world!'

Day 03 - First game you finished.

Day 04 - Your favorite fight game.

Day 05 - Your favorite adventure game.

Day 06 - Your favorite First Person Shooter.

Day 07 - Your favorite RPG.

Day 08 - Your favorite Strategy Game.

Day 09 - Your favorite Racing game.

Day 10 - Your favorite sport game.

Day 11 - Game from your favorite developer.

Day 12 - Game from developer you hate the most.

Day 13 - Game featuring your favorite character.
MONKEY ISLAND (Guybrush Threepwood)

Day 14 - Game featuring your favorite villain.

Day 15 - The last game you played.

Day 16 - Game you could play over and over again.

Day 17 - Your favorite game based on a movie.

Day 18 - Your favorite game based on a book.

Day 19 - Your favorite Massive Multiplayer Online game.

Day 20 - Game that was your biggest disappointment.

Day 21 - Game with your favorite soundtrack.

Day 22 - Game that you never finished.

Day 23 - Game of your childhood.

Day 24 - Your favorite board game.

Day 25 - The most sick game you ever played.

Day 26 - The game that is too short.

Day 27 - The game you can't wait for.

Day 28 - The game that anger you the most.

Day 29 - The game which you wish you played the main character.

Day 30 - Your favorite game from your country.


30 day movie challenge!

Day 1 - Your Favourite Movie

Day 2 - Your Least Favourite Movie

Day 3 - A Movie That Makes You Happy

Day 4 - A Movie That Makes You Sad

Day 5 - A Movie That Scares/Disturbs You

Day 6 - A Movie Starring Your Favourite Actor
BEAN (Rowan Atkinson)

Day 7 - A Movie Starring Your Favourite Actress

Day 8 - A Movie That Is A Guilty Pleasure

Day 9 - An Overrated Movie

Day 10 - Your Favourite Childhood Film

Day 11 - A Movie That Describes Your Life

Day 12 - A Movie That Makes You Laugh

Day 13 - A Movie That You Used To Love But Now Hate

Day 14 - A Movie With A Character You Can Really Relate To

Day 15 - A Movie That You Watch When You're Angry

Day 16 - A Movie That You Watched In The Last Month

Day 17 - A Movie That You Don't Understand

Day 18 - A Movie That You Wish You Could Star In

Day 19 - A Movie You Wish Was Real

Day 20 - A Movie With An Actor/Actress You Would Marry If You Could
BEAN (again - Rowan Atkinson)

Day 21 - A Movie With A Character You Would Be Best Friends With In Real Life

Day 22 - A Movie With A Character You Would Be Worst Enemies With In Real Life

Day 23 - A Movie That Shouldn't Have Been Made

Day 24 - A Movie That Is On TV A Lot

Day 25 - A Movie That You Have Seen Over 5 Times

Day 26 - A Movie That You Used To Be Scared Of

Day 27 - A Movie With A Good Theme Tune

Day 28 - Your Mum's Favourite Movie

Day 29 - Your Dad's Favourite Movie

Day 30 - Your Favourite Movie This Time Last Year


30 day song challenge!

day 01 - your favorite song
"ok this changes a lot but this has been my fave for a while now. i didn't have a clue what this song was on about when i was young though! ah innocent minds :)"

The Bloodhound Gang - Bad Touch


day 02 - your least favorite song
"don't get me wrong I love Flat Eric and the video, I think he's hilariously cute... but everything about this song just annoys me"

Mr Ozio - Flat Beat


day 03 - a song that makes you happy
"this song is so upbeat and puts a smile on my face :-)"

Bay City Rollers - I Only Wanna Be With You


day 04 - a song that makes you sad
"a sad but beautiful song that anyone who's ever had their heart broken will relate to :,("

Jewel - Foolish Games


day 05 - a song that reminds you of someone


day 06 - a song that reminds you of somewhere

Jason Mraz - Clockwatching


day 07 - a song that reminds you of a certain event


day 08 - a song that you know all the words to


day 09 - a song that you can dance to
"Thrust back, front, left, right, back, front, jump jump jump!"

Sugarhill Gang - Apache


day 10 - a song that makes you fall asleep


day 11 - a song from your favorite band


day 12 - a song from a band you hate


day 13 - a song that is a guilty pleasure

Grease v Snoop Dogg - You're The One I Want In The Next Episode


day 14 - a song that no one would expect you to love


day 15 - a song that describes you
"I think this song describes me... I am quite shy, but then I like to let myself go and lose it (mainly on weekends)!"

The Saturdays - Lose Control


day 16 - a song that you used to love but now hate


day 17 - a song that you hear often on the radio
"Almost guaranteed now to hear this song playing EVERY DAY on the radio in the office!"

Plan B - She Said


day 18 - a song that you wish you heard on the radio
"haha would be so great to sing along to this if i came on the radio at work!"

The Dildo Song


day 19 - a song from your favorite album


day 20 - a song that you listen to when you’re angry

Pendulum - Propane Nightmares


day 21 - a song that you listen to when you’re happy
"there's only one song for it..."

Barney - If You're Happy and You Know It


day 22 - a song that you listen to when you’re sad


day 23 - a song that you want to play at your wedding


day 24 - a song that you want to play at your funeral


day 25 - a song that makes you laugh


day 26 - a song that you can play on an instrument
"I'm pretty sure everyone has learned to play this song on the recorder"

Celine Dion - My Heart Will Go On


day 27 - a song that you wish you could play
"this is just incredibly epic... there's no way I would be able to play this in a million years though!"

Beethoven - Virus (on electric guitar)


day 28 - a song that makes you feel guilty


day 29 - a song from your childhood
"there's only one song it could be... POKEMON! which dominated my entire younger years and I think I'm still abit addicted now!"

Pokemon Theme Tune


day 30 - your favorite song at this time last year


shuffle music quiz

Step 1: Put your music player on shuffle.
Step 2: Post the first line from the first 10 songs that play, no matter how embarrassing.
Step 3: Strike through the songs when someone guesses both artist and track correctly.
Step 4: For those who are guessing -- looking the lyrics up on a search engine is CHEATING!
Step 5: If you like the game post your own.

1. I can't get rid of you, I don't know what to do
2. I wanna be the very best, like no-one ever was
3. You're so hot, teasing me, so you're blue but I can't take a chance on a chick like you
4. When I'm falling down, will you pick me up again?
5. Children behave, that's what they say when we're together
6. You took your coat off and stood in the rain
7. In you and I, there's a new land
8. Spy on me baby use satellite
9. If you're alone and you need a friend
10. Sexy, everything about you so sexy


RARRGH! McFly :-(

So, I just heard McFly's new song, after a long wait for them to return... and after hearing it I really wish they hadn't!! "Party Girl" is bloody terrible, it's synthetic and it sounds like a blatant sound rip off of Lady Gaga/JLS... whatever happened to good music nowadays? It seems they've fallen into a trap of just sounding completely bland and the same as all the other artists out there, just a ... a tacky boyband who sound like they can't even play their own instruments anymore! WHyyy?!?! And after being a faithful, avid fan for a number of years, it rather pains me to say that but it's true. egh.

Oh well, the one good thing about them is that they've still got their looks. THANK YOU ATTITUDE for these mind numbingly gorgeous naked pictures of them... *drools* I will still appreciate them.... just not their music........ well no actually that's not fair. Their new album might not be terrible. I will still give it a chance and listen.... though I really wish they would go back to their old style!!


Just A Little

1. Put Your itunes/ipod, windows media player etc on Shuffle
2. For each question, press the next button, and the title of that song is your answer.
4. Put any comments in (brackets) after the song name

1. are you male or female?
Red Blooded Woman

2. describe yourself..
Breathe Easy

3. what do people feel when they're around you?
Crocodile Rock

4. where would you like to be right now?
Trick Me

5. what's your life like?
Give It To Me

6. what would you wish for if you only had one wish?
Flying Without Wings

7. say something wise..
What's It Gonna Be?

8. if someone says "is this okay?" you say:
She's a Lady

9. how would you describe yourself?
Hot N Cold

10. what do you look for in a girl/guy?
Freak Like Me

11. how do you feel today?

12. what is your life's purpose?
Queen of My Heart

13. what is your motto?
Are You Ready For Love

14. what do your friends think of you?
You'll Never Walk Alone

15. what do you think of your parents?
Same Mistake

16. what do you think about very often?
Curtain Falls

17. what is 2+2?
End of the Road

18. what do you think of your best friend?
Uptown Girl

19. what is your life story?

20. what do you want to be when you grow up?
Greatest Day

21. what do you think of when you see the person you like?

22. what will you dance to at your wedding?
10,000 Nights

23. what will they play at your funeral?
Time Honoured Tradition

24. what is your hobby/interest?
I Want It That Way

25. what is your biggest fear?
She Bangs

26. what is your biggest secret?

27. what do you think of your friends?
Don't Let the Bells End

28. what will you post this as?
Just A Little


I have had SO many McFly dreams lately! Not that I'm complaining of course... but yeah. It was fantastic. And oddly, Danny has been the centre of most of them... and not Tom... eeh! What is my subconscience telling me! I love Danny, but my favourite has always been Tom!

The first dream was set in my home street, the ground of which had completely iced over, turning it into a massive outdoors ice-skating rink! Oddly there were no cars anywhere, it was completely clear... Anyway I was sitting in my house watching TV when I heard the doorbell ring and Danny was standing there with Tom and said, "Hi Zai, wanna go ice-skating?" And I said, "Yeah sure!"

Harry and Dougie are already outside, standing by the lamppost, playing about by randomly sticking their heads round the side of the post and then nuzzling each other's noses if they did it at the same time. Then we start skating for a good twenty minutes or so, Harry showing off by doing random twirls. Then he gets bored of that and starts doing froggy leaps, using Dougie as a prop. "I'm gonna dieee!" Dougie yelled every time Harry put his hands on his back and jumped over him. (But he didn't of course.)

Danny suddenly stops and leans against the lampost, rubbing his arms furiously, which were turning bumpy and blue. (Yes oddly, none of us decided to put our coats on, but went out wearing normal tops.) "Brrr! I'm freezing!". Then I smile and pull out what looks like a space gun out my pocket which has settings which has two settings: cold water and hot air. "Here you are, this will help you warm up," I say, then he stands there with his arms spread out and his head tilted back and I blast him with the hot air. He grins and runs over to me. "Thank you," he says, giving me a hug and I nuzzle into his curly locks (they were soft and smelled like mint mmm lol).

Then I prepare to warm Tom up, but Danny stops me. "Ooh ooh ooh! Let me try!" he grins. I hand it over to him and he blasts Tom then he runs over to hug him. Then Dougie wants a blast of warm air too, which Tom tries out and he gets a hug as a reward too.

Harry was different though. I distinctively remember him saying "Shoot cold water on me." And I was like, "You sure?" And he said, "Yeah. Yeah, just do it." I raise the gun contraption to him, and he suddenly says, "No, no wait!" I pause and lower the gun. The guys look at him oddly. "OK ok, just do it." Then I raise it again and he whimpers, "Noooo!" And Dougie says, "Give it here!" and I hand it over and he sprays Harry in the chest with a full on spray of ice cold water! Then he's standing there shivering with his a see through top clinging to his dripping wet skin and Dougie goes over to him and gives him a hug too.

(The now dripping wet) Harry and Dougie (who are rather sweetly holding hands), Tom, Danny and I decide to skate over to my friend's house. She answers the door and we all go in but Tom stops to stare at the door mat. "What's that?" He says peering closely at it. "Hey look, Danny I can see you mate!" Danny walks over intrigued, leaning over Tom's shoulder. "What where? Let me see!" Tom points. Danny stares at him. "Uhhh Tom? Those are ants!" Tom stares back. "No they're not! They're tiny little magnets of us figure skating!" Tom says, his eyes widening. Danny chuckles and pats his shoulder. "Yeah whatever mate!" and walks off.

We sit in my friend's room and start chatting about something when Danny suddenly runs out the room with his arms covering his face. "Danny!" I say, running after him, whilst the others meekly stay where they are.

I walk outside to look for Danny and he's sitting on the pavement with his head in his hands. I sit next to him and put my arm around him. "What's wrong Danny?" He says nothing and just leans in to me sighing shakily, like he's about to cry. I kiss him on the cheek. "What was that?" he says suddenly, jerking up away from me. I suddenly feel a sense of regret. "A kiss," I say, shrugging, trying to hide my guilt. He pauses. "That wasn't a kiss," Danny said. I look confused so he continues, "It's not a proper kiss unless I'm wrestling with the person first," he grinned. Then he wrestles me to the floor and is just about to kiss me... and I wake up. DARNIT!

- - - - -

Dream number two - This was set at a concert in a rather large hall. I was on my own (*cry*) but I met this girl (who looked vaguely familiar) who was also on her own but had a spare ticket for a meet and greet which she gave to me. So we went to meet the guys but instead of going in a room we went outside where it was pitch black but tables and lighting which were radiating heat which was quite cosy. Anyway we chatted to the guys then had pictures taken with them then Danny decided it would be fun to climb up a tree.

Me and the girl and Tom and Dougie followed suit whilst Harry stayed on the ground taking pictures with my cam. Then Danny decided to crawl over to a branch (which looked sturdy.) "Come over here guys!" he called. But suddenly a girl below saw Danny and started pointing and screaming, then in a matter of minutes, the tree was swamped with people shaking it, then poor Danny fell off. He yelled out in pain as he hit the ground, clutching his leg. Harry rushed over and the crowd took a step back speechless. Harry comforted Danny, telling the crowd to disperse, which they did promptly.

Tom, the girl and I quickly climbed down the tree to Danny's side. "Danny mate, you OK?" Tom asked, putting his arm around him. Danny turned and looked at me, a mean look in his eyes. "It's your fault," he said. "If you hadn't come here I wouldn't have fallen out of that tree and broken my leg," he hissed. "But Danny," I protest. "Don't you think that's a bit harsh?" Tom said. "No. Now get out of here. GO. Please." I turned and ran with tears streaming down my eyes.

I rushed down the long path and entered a forest. It was freezing cold, pitch black and I was terrified. I walked around lost in the dark for what seemed like hours. I finally found the path back to the concert hall and I suddenly spied Danny. He saw me too and I was about to run for it when he said, "Stop! Come here, please!" I turn around and tenatively begin walking over.

The girl who I had met earlier, who had given me the 'meet and greet' ticket was with him, holding his hand. She was his girlfriend. He was hanging on to her for support. "I'm sorry. I'm really sorry," he said, letting go of her and hugging me. His body slumped against mine like a dead weight, because he couldn't use his leg. "It's ok," I reassured him. "How's your leg?" He smiled and gave me a thumbs up, winking at me. "It's good, just a bit twisted. Nothing broken though." His girlfriend started helping him back up - but he put one arm around her shoulder and one round mine. "Come on. I've got a gig to play." So me and his girlfriend started walking back to the hall. "I'm probably just gonna sit behind Harry's drum kit. Hey, maybe we can switch places!" He started laughing. But I couldn't get to see this because I woke up. *sighs*

- - - - -

Dream number three - the most recent (last night recent). This was odd (as always.) Anyway I was at this place. I don't know where it was but there was this massive hall and this train ridge going round the place and there was a massive shopping centre on the other side. Anyway, I was told McFly would be doing an interview/conference type thing for half an hour in the main hall at 3pm. I checked my watch and it was 12pm so had plenty of time to kill so I walked over to the shopping centre. It was boiling hot and quite a trek to the centre and when the automatic doors opened it was like a walk-in freezer (utter bliss). Anyway I saw a few old friends in there I hadn't seen for ages and started chatting to them. I got caught up in the chat though, and decided to glance at my watch... which read 3.15pm!!!

I literally screamed and rushed out yelling. "GOTTOGOBYE!" I sprinted as fast as I could back to the hall, doing a flying leap over the train then rushing up the hill to the main hall. I burst into reception and asked, "WhereareMcFly?" The woman said, "Room 2 on the left..." "THANKSBYE!" I cried as I ran off, pushed the doors open and panted from my out of breathness.

The doors banged loudly behind me and everyone turned round to face me. The McFly guys were sitting and about 100 people were sitting there in front of them on the floor, cross-legged. Even the camera men turned around to catch me. "Oh hey! Nice of you to join us!" Danny laughed. I went bright red and sat down in the closest space to the table I could. "Now guys we have time for one last question" Harry said. "Anyone?" Lots of people, including me, stuck our hands up. "Ohhh who shall we choose guys?" he said. "Choose the late girl!" Danny said. "Oh I don't know..." Harry said. "Oh go on!" Tom said. "OK then. You!" Harry said and pointed at me. It was such an odd question, but I said, "What's the most you've ever been given from a magazine deal and what did you have to do for it?". They were just about to answer when I woke up!!!

I am really dying to ask them that question now!!!